do i push too hard do i laugh too much ? ? ? ? are you reeling from my stares ? caught a glimpse; you walk my stairs (R) are my sadistic childish swaying laughs too much for (U) you? i love your eyes (lips and skin) to touch would (if any of this is real?) fill me up and bring tears to dry and run and leave me warm with you in arms senses are pushed and broken love carried a gun